Invatatura

Cand Dumnezeu te binecuvanteaza cu un sot iubitor, tandru, generos si plin de afectiune, orice clipa petrecuta departe de el e un chin. Dar dragostea e plina de rabdare si bunatate. Iarta totul, crede totul, spera totul si sufera orisice. Ea nu dispare niciodata. ( I Corinteni 13)

( 11 August 2012)

and we said: I DO !!!

One of our best day ever :D

I am Adonis!

"I am Adonis!!!" he was screaming while young women were crawling in his arms. She was crying and left outside breathless.

Adonis ( Earths "lord"), in Greek mythology, the god of beauty and desire, is a figure with Northwest Semitic antecedents, where he is a central figure in various mystery religions. His religion belonged to women: the dying of Adonis was fully developed in the circle of young girls around the poet Sappho from the island of Lesbos, about 600 BCE, as revealed in a fragment of Sappho's surviving poetry.^[1]

Adonis is one of the most complex figures in classical times. He has had multiple roles, and there has been much scholarship over the centuries concerning his meaning and purpose in Greek religious beliefs. He is an annually-renewed, ever-youthful vegetation god, a life-death-rebirth deity whose nature is tied to the calendar. His name is often applied in modern times to handsome youths, of whom he is the archetype. Adonis is often referred to as the mortal god of Beauty.

source: Wikipedia

just numbers

1st step in 16, 2nd in 30 days...
...and counting...
:)

Ups and downs

Yesterday was worse...but today is a bit better :)


Life goes on...

42 and counting ;)

Life is a jungle...

...and I have to survive it.
Today was one of my toughest day. I felt like a little insect in the jungle's wind, thrown away from one side to the other.
I arrived smiling, but I left crying....I'm still crying. Not necessarily sadness is on my mind, but I'm scared though.
Everybody lies and everybody has secrets. And I've learned it on the hard way. My life should be easy and happy, but now it's frightening and confusing...
I have to be strong like the king of the jungle...I must...There isn't place for weakness.
God help!!!

Dinner with Death

We summon death too many times and we didn't know it. I heard a lot of people say that they aren't afraid of death. Well, I am and I ain't ready to die just yet. We say too many times "Oh, it'm Monday, I have to work. I wanna die!" or "Oh, my God, he is so sweet that I wanna die!" or " I'm so ashamed that I just wanna die!"... Well bad news: NOOOO!!! we don't wanna die. I just almost did, and trust me, it's  not a maiden's dream. (not that I'm a maiden :)) it's only a figure of speech)
The only thing you can think of is that you don't wanna die. You want to be saved. That's what I wanted when the doctors and the paramedics were around me. And I really didn't enjoyed that free ride with the stretcher, the ambulance and the wheelchair. I was so scared that they didn't even find my veins to give me an IV...Ahhh, it was horrible. And when they put me in that room with that poor old lady I almost could hear how death was sharpening its scythe. It was terrifying.
But, thanks God, I'm here and I'm loving my life and I'll try not to summon Death even if I used it as a figure of speech.

Tha-tha.
XOXO