We summon death too many times and we didn't know it. I heard a lot of people say that they aren't afraid of death. Well, I am and I ain't ready to die just yet. We say too many times "Oh, it'm Monday, I have to work. I wanna die!" or "Oh, my God, he is so sweet that I wanna die!" or " I'm so ashamed that I just wanna die!"... Well bad news: NOOOO!!! we don't wanna die. I just almost did, and trust me, it's not a maiden's dream. (not that I'm a maiden :)) it's only a figure of speech)
The only thing you can think of is that you don't wanna die. You want to be saved. That's what I wanted when the doctors and the paramedics were around me. And I really didn't enjoyed that free ride with the stretcher, the ambulance and the wheelchair. I was so scared that they didn't even find my veins to give me an IV...Ahhh, it was horrible. And when they put me in that room with that poor old lady I almost could hear how death was sharpening its scythe. It was terrifying.
But, thanks God, I'm here and I'm loving my life and I'll try not to summon Death even if I used it as a figure of speech.
Tha-tha.
XOXO
